Thought I couldn't live without you ( Read more... )

The past few weeks have been a blur of work and travel, but as this week comes to an end I am finding myself ever the more fixated on next week's events. The feelings that, by my standards, I have done so well at keeping to myself or at least not showing to him are starting to surface. And while I recognize that I am likely to be an emotional wreck ( Read more... )

it's been strange lately, i've gotta admit ( Read more... )

last summer was the worst for us. we hardly spoke, we rarely showed any physical affection, and spent next to no free time together. we dodged each other on weekends, and evenings were most often spent in silence (or at best, were enjoyed with the sounds of television or music ( Read more... )

i signed a lease and move in on 6/6.

i know i am supposed to be excited, but in all honesty, the sadness is far more overwhelming.

the next 30 days will be, by far, some of the hardest i think i've ever experienced.